{"id":5396,"date":"2020-10-06T01:14:49","date_gmt":"2020-10-06T01:14:49","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/griefjourney.com\/?page_id=5396"},"modified":"2020-10-22T00:09:21","modified_gmt":"2020-10-22T00:09:21","slug":"a-not-so-jolly-christmas","status":"publish","type":"page","link":"https:\/\/griefjourney.com\/a-not-so-jolly-christmas\/","title":{"rendered":"A Not So Jolly Christmas"},"content":{"rendered":"\t\t
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A Not So Jolly Christmas\n<\/h2>\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t
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According to the song \u201cIt\u2019s the most wonderful time of the year\u201d. But this year may not seem quite so wonderful for you. Oh, it\u2019s more than the usual \u201cbah humbug!\u201d stuff. This year Christmas is going to be different for you, yet the world doesn\u2019t seem to notice or care. \u201c \u2019Tis the season to be jolly\u201d, they say, but you feel anything BUT<\/em><\/strong> jolly.<\/p>

In fact, this year the Christmas bells will have a different ring for you. Perhaps someone you care about has died. There may be an empty chair at the Christmas table this year. But it will not compare to the empty feeling in your heart. Things like pulling out the old familiar decorations and tree ornaments will be a painful reminder of what you have lost.<\/p>

Remember the old song \u201cAll I want for Christmas is my two front teeth\u201d? If I asked what you would like for Christmas, I think I know what it would be. All I wanted for Christmas 1983 was my wife back, for life to be back to normal, or the way they were last Christmas before she died. I really do understand those feelings.<\/p>

Perhaps you\u2019re anticipating these holidays with some apprehension because of a significant loss.\u00a0 Probably nothing will make these holidays perfect, but perhaps there are a few suggestions to make them more bearable:\u00a0<\/p>

  • Reduce the Pressure<\/strong>: There is always a lot of pressure around Christmas with a thousand and one things like shopping, baking, cards etc. This year you may not feel like you have the energy to do very much, and frankly, you just aren\u2019t excited about it. So ask yourself: \u201cHow much CAN<\/em><\/strong> I do?\u201d and \u201cWhat do I WANT<\/em><\/strong> to do\u201d Figure out what you SHOULD<\/em><\/strong> do, compare it with what you CAN<\/em><\/strong> do, divide it by what you WANT<\/em><\/strong> to do, and stick to it.<\/li><\/ul>
    • Redefine your Expectations<\/strong>: Realize that YOU<\/em><\/strong> are responsible for your own happiness. So ACT<\/em><\/strong> rather than REACT<\/em><\/strong>. Don\u2019t wait for others to decide what to do, and hope they\u2019ll include you. Decide what would be a meaningful way to spend this difficult holiday. Do the things that are important and special to you. Do your best in the difficult circumstances and, above all, go easy on yourself. If something doesn\u2019t work out this year, you can change it and try again next year. Feel free to do whatever is right for you.<\/li><\/ul>

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      • Relive your Memories<\/strong>: Christmas is always a time of many memories. This one may be especially nostalgic. I think it is important to relive those memories. It is amazing how often we try to avoid the subject of loss. You may find that no-one seems to want to mention the fact that someone has died or that there has been a loss or a change. After all, they surmise, \u201csomeone might get upset or emotional\u201d. Yet the situation is on everyone\u2019s mind .. and hey, we ARE <\/em><\/strong>upset whether we acknowledge it or not. Denying the reality of the situation is often harder than facing up to it.<\/li><\/ul>

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        • If someone has died, can we find a way to celebrate the person\u2019s life<\/strong> as well as acknowledging their death<\/strong>? Perhaps you could light a memorial candle at the dinner table, or take some time to share special memories or stories.\u00a0 Humorous incidents recalled can have a special healing quality to them.\u00a0 Try not to ignore the fact that someone is missing this year, for to pretend that nothing has happened is so unnatural, it actually increases the tension.\u00a0<\/li><\/ul>

          And yet, even though this Christmas may not be so jolly, can you be thankful for SOMETHING<\/em><\/strong>?\u00a0 Of course you are sad because someone you care about is absent, or your situation has changed, and that is natural and it is right.\u00a0 But can you be thankful for the years you did have and the memories you still share?\u00a0 Celebrate what you HAVE<\/em><\/strong> as well as realizing what you\u2019re missing. Don\u2019t allow looking back at the past<\/em><\/strong> to spoil what you have in the present<\/em><\/strong>.\u00a0 Yes, you miss the person who will not be there, but are there children, relatives and friends you can enjoy today?\u00a0 It may not cancel out your sadness but it certainly makes it easier.<\/p>

          And what of the future? You may wonder if you will ever feel happy again, or if life will ever be the same. Those feelings are understandable, and probably little I say will convince you today<\/em><\/strong> that you are going to be OK or that you will find a way through this. But it is important that you hold on to that hope. You may not be able to see it, and you may not even be sure you can believe it, but you must hold on to hope that there will be days that are brighter.\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0<\/p>

          When a famous Scottish artist was asked to paint a picture representing \u201cHope\u201d, he labored diligently on the masterpiece. But when the drawing was finally unveiled, those who had come to see the work were astounded. For he had depicted hope as a battered and bowed woman in tattered clothes playing a harp. The harp had only one string left intact, and yet the woman was plucking on that one string with unbounded determination and zeal. That IS hope. When buffeted by the trials and tribulations of life, hope plays on the only strings left to it.<\/p>

          So here we are at this festive season, and perhaps you feel like your life has been battered and broken by cruel circumstances. Don\u2019t spend all your time looking at the broken strings. What are the ones that are still intact? You may have had a devastating loss, and nothing and no-one should minimize the importance or the difficulty of that. But you haven\u2019t lost everything. Even though you may feel that you have lost a lot, you can find ways to make the most of what you have left.<\/p>\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t

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